I know that I am going to have a hard time dealing with the holidays this year because of my grandmother’s passing. Christmas was always her favorite time of year, it was the one day where she felt comfortable enough to give us real hugs, tell us she loved us, and give us presents which she just loved to do. My hubby is going to put up her old tree for me this year, which will make me happy. I am not going to let this ruin the holiday because she would not want that, but I will try to remember in nice ways like the tree.