Well, I guess that I will not be writing about my struggles with my dad and grandmother anymore on this blog because she passed away on Friday October 30th, 2009. I am very sad that I had not gotten to visit her yet, and I was planning to sometime near the Christmas holiday. I had a very hard time dealing with everything this weekend, especially because she loved Halloween so much. I just break down every now and again into tears when I have the realization that she is gone. She did not want a funeral because she has always said ” I don’t want people to come see me when I’m dead when they didn’t see me when I was alive” which is sad because I am lacking closure. My dad, brother, and I are supposed to go up to Munising in the spring to spread her ashes over her parent’s graves because that is what she wanted. I am flustered right now, and I should have seen it coming, but I really did not because I told my dad to tell me if it was getting real bad because I would have found a way to make the trip. Apparently it blindsided him as well. I just want to say that I will love you and miss you forever grandma, and I hope that you are happy and you get to see your brother and parents whom you have dearly missed for so long. Thank you for everything!