So I figured it might be worth a shot to ask my dad to fly me down there for a few days because believe it or not I still feel like I need some kind of closure.  I actually want to hang out with him for awhile too, but I really do not think that he is going to do it.  I would just like to go down there and see how she was living and see and smell some of her things.  I don’t know, maybe I am weird, but I feel like I need to do something to start the real healing process.