I just realized that I had not actually posted what happened here on my blog so here it goes.

I was supposed to go to the race at Talladega with my father on October 31, 2010. I flew to Tupelo MS on October 26th and met up with my stepmom Cindy there and we drove back to their house. When we got back to the house my dad was there waiting for me with open arms and he gave me one of the best hugs I’ve ever had. I was so excited to see him because I had not seen him in about 2 years.

That night we talked for awhile and he told me that he had hung out with his dad in Alabama for a week a few years ago and he had such a good time and he did not have to worry or stress about anything and he wanted me to have that kind of trip while I was there. I was so excited because he told me within the next couple of days he would show me around everywhere. He went to bed at 7:30 every night he had to work because he had to be up at 3:30 the next day. When he went to bed he told me that he loved me and gave me a huge hug. I stayed up really late and ended up being awake watching Sons of Anarchy when he went to work. He gave me a hug before he left and he smelled really good and it was his aftershave.

I hung around the house all day waiting for him to come home. He finally got home and he was making biscuits and gravy for dinner. He had asked me before I even came down there if I liked them or not and of course it is one of my favorite foods. He was so proud of himself for making the biscuits and gravy without measuring anything and he really did do a good job. I asked him if he wanted to watch Talladega nights during dinner, but it was already almost 7:00 so we decided to wait until the next day. I gave him a big hug before he went to bed and told him that I loved him.

I was half awake when I heard him leave for work (Thursday morning) and heard him wake up the roosters as I fell asleep. A couple of hours later my stepmom came knocking frantically on my door saying that my dad had passed out at the wheel of the garbage truck that he was driving for Waste Management. We figured he had not had enough to eat and his blood sugar was low or something along those lines. We joked on the 45 minute drive to the hospital about my dad telling the ambulance driver to pull over so he could get some Chinese food or have a cigarette.

We finally get to this hospital and the Waste Management people were there waiting to hear how he was. No one would tell us anything and I’m thinking to myself wow this must be kind of serious I wonder if he had a stroke and I wonder if he is going to be sick or something? Finally the doctor took us into the waiting room, turned off the television and delivered the news. He said “When we arrived at the scene Mr. Moore had no pulse and the paramedics tried to revive him all the way to the hospital and once he got here we tried everything we could but could not save him.” I was in total and unbelievable shock at this point and just kept yelling NO because I just could not believe that they were saying that my dad was gone.

The winter months are always a hard time for me because it is so gray and yucky outside that it naturally takes the sunshine out of  my personality.  I am still not dealing very well with the death of my father and I am having a lot of troubles in my life as a wife.  I just wonder how much a human soul can take before it starts to crack?  I remember myself as a happier person and I miss that person and want to get back to that, but I assume it is going to take a long time and some sunshine to boot.

I have started to recently doubt the faith that I have had in a higher power for so long because my husband has this thing called Intracranial Hypertension or also known as Psuedotumor cerebri. He may not be perfect, but he has always been the kind of guy to stop and help people if they were in a ditch, to give homeless people some extra money, and things like this. Why does he have to suffer through this and there are people who are really bad out there living it up? I’m having a really hard time right now fighting with what I believe in because of this disease that he has. He has better chances at winning the lotto than having this disease, and which one did he get? The one that involves spending money that we don’t have rather than gaining money. I am in a faith crisis, any help is welcome!

I keep seeing these commercials saying that if you need money you can sell structured settlement payments, so I wanted to find out more about this. What I found was it is like when you sue someone and they are instructed to pay you X amount for so long, you can sell it to a company and get a lump sum instead of waiting. This is all well and good if you have a settlement, but I do not. I wish I did! If I did have a structured settlement I would take it to GenExCapital.com because they have great rates and are not trying to rob you like some of the other companies! I would certainly sell my settlements right now with all of the money problems that I have been having, it would be a lot easier than it is trying to find a job right now that is for sure. Check out GenExCapital.com if you have a settlement and you want to get paid now!

It has been quite some time since I have been a part of the regular workforce, and what an unfortunate time to try to get back in.  I have applied for many jobs that I am overqualified for without any call backs so far.  I’m not sure what to do because we’re completely out of money and without an income what can you do?  I am searching every day for a job, but in this horrid economy it is very hard!

When I was a teenager I had acne really bad and I really wanted to get some Accutane because I heard that it worked wonders on people’s acne. Years later I find out that people have been getting sick from using Accutane and there is an actual Accutane Lawsuit going on. There are suits concerning Accutane Inflammatory Bowel Disease, and also Accutane Ulcerative Colitis. It is sad that all these people wanted was their acne gone and they ended up with something far worse. If you have any conditions that you believe may have been due to your use of Accutane you need to look at www.Accutanelawsuit.net for more information on Accutane lawsuits.

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In this economy it is hard to find things that can help to save money. I have basically went to only spending money on the bare essentials, and that is still spending too much! One way that I have found that helps to save money is to look for cheaper ways to take care of everyday needs. I wear eyeglasses and those can be quite expensive, that is if you do not know where to shop. I found a site located at www.Zennioptical.com that offers very nice and very cheap eyeglasses. I found a pair of glasses that I really liked on there and they are only $20.00 for the complete pair! If you wear glasses or know anything about them, you know that $20 is extremely cheap. I have paid over $200.00 for glasses before that I did not even like as much as the ones at Zenni.

My mom ordered a pair of sunglasses from ZenniOptical.com after I told her how cheap the glasses are there, and she got them and was super excited because they were cheap and she really liked the design and the quality of the glasses as well.

If you are looking for a good way to save some money on eyeglasses which are usually expensive to help out your budget, check out www.ZenniOptical.com. Why pay more if you do not have to?

I sure wish that I would have utilized Online Backup a couple of months ago before I lost everything on my computer. I had photographs on my computer that cannot ever be replaced now, because I got a virus and ended up having to reformat my computer without any kind of backup. The bad thing is I just found out that at www.iDrive.com you can actually get storage space for backups for around $5.00 a month! Those pictures were priceless to me and the 5 dollar investment could have saved me from being sad. The other thing that really stinks when you have to reformat is having to get rid of everything on your computer that you did before, changing the settings to what they were like before, and adding all of your programs all over again. I just feel that it would be better if I just back up everything online with iDrive.com! if you have an iPhone or Blackberry iDrive even has you covered for those as well as you can back up your phones to make sure that you do not lose everything on those either. These phones are like little computers now, so the chances of losing everything are greater than ever before.

I am really stoked because I go on my Christmas break starting next Thursday. I need a break from school really bad so I am highly looking forward to it. My birthday is tomorrow and I was thinking that I should get all of tomorrow’s homework done tonight because I did not want to spend all day working on it, when I found out that I have 3 different papers due tomorrow! I need to get these done as soon as possible because I have a lot of other work to do.